Tuesday, May 31, 2011

UCH LO TUM BHI IS JAMANE SE

UCH LO TUM BHI IS JAMANE SE
PYAR CHUPTA NHI CHUPANE SE

PYAR DIL ME HAI TO ZUBAAN PE LAO
AAG BADHTI HAI YE BUJHANE SE

TUMHE NA PANA SHAYAD BEHTAR HAI
PAKE FIR SE TUMHE GAVANE SE

KARO KOSHIS K QURBATE HI RHE
DURIYAN BADH JATI HAI BADHANE SE

KYA SUNAYE KISI KO GAM-E-DIL
DARD BHI BADH JATA HAI SUNANE SE.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

जो काफिले थे प्यार के

जो काफिले थे प्यार के
अब वो नफरतें फलाने लगे हैं
निकले थे जो कांरवा बसाने अमन का जन्हा
दिलों में खोफ वो बसाने लगे
जो जलाये थे दीपक रौशनी के लिए
घर अब वो खुद अपना जलने लगे

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

God says "jindgi me aap kitne khush h.

God says "jindgi me aap kitne khush h.
"This is not important. Important is this "jindgi me aapki wajh se kintne log khush h".
This is most important.

Monday, April 18, 2011

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

nasib vale hai jo---

nasib vale hai jo apko dekh pate hain
hm to aapke didar ko taras jate hain
dekhne ko to hm aapko dekh lete
par time ki kami se CIRCUS  nahi ja pate...

Monday, April 4, 2011

Lo Aa Gayi Unki Yaad Wo Nahi Aaye

Aa Gayi Unki Yaad Wo Nahi Aaye
Hum nai ki fariyaad par wo nahi aaye

Aankhein Bhii Thak Gayi Hain Ab Intezaar Karke
par wo nahi aaye ikraaar karke

Ekk Aas Reh Gayi Hai Wo Bhii Naa Tut Jaaye
Lo Aa Gayi Unki Yaad Wo Nahi Aaye

Roti Hain Aaj Ham Par Tanhaaiiya Hamarii
Jaante hain hum bebafa nahi woh
Par jane kya hui baat woh nahi aaye,

Badhte Hii Jaa Rahi Hain Maayousion Ke Saaye
Lo Aa Gayi Unki Yaad Wo Nahi Aaye

Mar Kar Hii Ab Milenge Jee Kar To Mil Naa Paaye

Lo Aa Gayi Unki Yaad Wo Nahin Aaye

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Aaj mausam me kuch ajeeb C bat h.

Bekabu se hmare khayalat h.

Ji karta h chura lu apko apse

Pr Mammy kahti h

Beta chori krna buri baat h...